♥ smiling

Yeah, I know...
I told myself that I didn't want to meet you, that I didn't want just to give you my hand and smiling without having time to say you something. But on sunday the situation was that, and you were there, so near to me and I told myself: "Well, I'm here... why not?".
So I got on the stage and gave my hand to Feilunhai.
And I said that I really love you and that you are my favourite one. And I told you that smiling, but I was feeling just like if I didn't care about what I was doing and about you. Two seconds to tell you something made me crazy, because I didn't want to tell you that I love you. I just wanted to say to you "Thank you!" and explain the reasons why I'm glad to you. But I didn't have the time and you were just like some photoshopped posters talking. Just like sign machines, signing papers with the right hand and shaking fans' hands with the right hand. And I was impressed. How can you live in this way? How? It's so sad meet someone you really admire for a lot of things that are not the well singing, the well acting, the well dancing... becoming a sign machine. It's really sad. I really can't answer myself. I would have become crazy after 10 minutes.
I mean... you gave me the impression to be not human. And I was sad for this and for you. So sad. And I can't understand why other fans act like they're so happy to shake hands with you. It's just hand-shaking. And if you can have the time to watch the face of the fan who's shaking hands with you, you can't absolutely remember that face the they after. It's meaningless. Ok, it's your job, but I think it's meaningless. I would prefer no contacts. Just like if you exist just on TV, on posters, on CDs. on magazines....
But I let the others convince me to get on the stage and shake hands with you. And I'm sad a little. You and Chun are so caring and nice and it's so a pity not to be able to speak with you two for more than 2 seconds. It's sad. I would liked also to speak with Chun more, because he was so curious and happy and talked a lot during those 2 seconds, he must have had so many words to tell us but he couldn't. And I'm angry for this. I wanted to finish my conversation with Chun and explain a lot of things to you. Damn it!
Anyway, you are really handsome. But all the time I didn't care about your beauty and I just looked at your eyes in order to let you (maybe) catch a little piece of the strange love I feel for you. Not the common love, not the love that a person is supposed to feel for her beloved one, nor the love between friends. It's just like when you look at a person from a lot of time and you feel like you know a lot of that person and you care about that person in your own way, keep on watching her from far and smiling to see her doing strange funny things or feeling sad if you see her crying. This is a different way to love I think. And I love you this way.
I hope you could read it in my eyes during those 2 seconds.

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♥ auguri!

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♥ dummies

Well, today at home my parents and I were talking about dummies. Yeah, DUMMIES. I immediately thought about you (yeah, sometimes you still come back to my mind). What kind of dummy makes lips like yours? The long type? The cherry type? No, because when I told my parents about your story (you know... the "sexy lips story") they didn't believe me. So, I just wanted to prove them it's true.

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♥ you rock

Bella zio metallo! Ma sei troppo un figo! XD

很酷啊！

Peccato un po' per Aaron, però.

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♥ bad luck

You know, since I knew about you, I always thought that bad luck pursues you like a sort of mischievious ghost. I always really thought that. I mean, your sad story, your debts, the two years military call-up (not 12 scanty days, TWO YEARS), the impossibility to go to L'Arc~en~Ciel concert in your country because that day you had to work, the incident you had because you were sleepy while you were coming back home from Rolling Love set, your health problems...
But recently I was just thinking that maybe your ghost was to decide to let you go a time for all and that finally you could live your happy life and become a healthy rich famous idol who doesn't have too many problems.
But no. That bad luck doesn't want to let you go. That damn bad luck! You have your new drama and the Fahrenheit concerts and your promotions. This really is a damn BAD LUCK. Yours and mine. Why does bad luck has to give you these legs problems now that you have all these hard works to do and now that I'm going to Taiwan? That's not right! Bad luck should just go somewhere else. It should pursue somebody else, an idol of onother planet of another galaxy in another universe. It shouldn't pursue those who already had enough bad lucks. Nobody in this world should have more than 2 or 3 bad lucks in his life. That's not right! I'm really so sorry for you, Jiro. Because you're not somebody who deserves this stinky bad luck. You really doesn't deserve it. You always work very hard to overcome difficulties and you don't complain when you have to work hard or when you have to do something you doesn't like. That's not right! You should be angry. Aren't you angry? Sometimes being angry can be good. You should be angry. Just a little angry.
So, Jiro, please, try to be a little angry, to relax and overcome this other problem. Don't let bad luck win. I know you can do it. Win and let bad luck fall under your feet. You can do it! 加油!

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♥ rolling noia

Avrebbero dovuto chiamarlo Rolling Noia.
Non preoccuparti, prima o poi riuscirò a fare lo sforzo di vedermi le ultime quattro puntate che mi mancano.
Perché tu vali la pena.
La donna inutile no. E' talmente inutile che per me potrebbe anche rotolare in mare che non me ne potrebbe importare di meno. O, peggio, è talmente inutile che mi fa passare persino la voglia di vedere te. Sembra incredibile, vero? E invece è vero.
Ma ce la farò vedrai. Ce la farò.
Comunque, meno male che nel prossimo drama c'è la Millefacce-Rainy.
Se no, di nuovo lei non ce la potevo fare.
Non ce la potevo fare davvero.

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♥ CAN YOU HEAR ME?

Just thinking...
Do you really read me?
I ask this because sometimes I have the feeling that I have more chances to be read by Chun then to be read by you. I just don't want to say you have to read me, neither that Chun has to read me. I would be glad if you do it or Chun does it. But. I think the most important thing is not that you read me or Chun reads me. Well, to tell the truth I really can't understand why I'm talking about Chun on this blog in which I want to talk with you. And I don't really understand why I'm using the words 'to talk with you' for something that is simply an unilateral conversation. Anyway... I don't really know and I don't want to know if you read me, but I'm sure that this stupid thing of writing something to you sometimes just makes me feel amused.
I'm strange, isn't it? Yes, I'm strange.
I even answer to my own questions.
But, you know, if I really think to be read by you and if I really wait for your answers to my questions, I would be really crazy, I think.
Anyway.
I'm coming to Taipei.
Yes, really! I'm coming!
And I will be to any promotion you'll do for your new drama.
But don't worry. I won't stalker you. I won't come on the stage to play some  funny game with you. And I won't try to talk with you. (Well, why should I try to talk with you if I can talk to you here everyday?) No, I will stay there in a very far little corner and I will be smiling at you while you'll be talking with the hosts, without telling anyone I'll be there and just watching you and smiling at you and maybe screaming something stupid such as "Ciao Jiro!" even if I'm really not sure I want you to hear me.
So, I look forward to see you and say "Thanks!" to you in my heart.
Well, I also look forward to buy some *PENS* my friends Paola told me about, but this is a different matter.
Anyway... 在台灣見！

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♥ fifteen

Be', dai... poteva andarti peggio.

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♥ happy birthday

大東，生日快樂！
You're getting older, Jiro...

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♥ happy when it rains

Step back and watch the sweet thing
Breaking everything she sees
She can take my darkest feeling
Tear it up till I'm on me knees
Plug into her electric cool
Where things bend and break
And shake to the rule
Talking fast couldn't tell me something
I would shed my skin for you
Talking fast on the edge of nothing
I would break my back for you
Dont know why, dont know why
Things vaporise and rise to the sky
And we tried so hard
And we looked so good
And we lived our lives in black
But something about you felt like pain
You were my sunny day rain
You were the clouds in the sky
You were the darkest sky
But your lips spoke gold and honey
That's why I'm happy when it rains
I'm happy when it pours
Looking at me enjoying something
That feels like feels like pain
To my brain
And if I tell you something
You take me back to nothing
I'm on the edge of something
You take me back
And I'm happy when it rains
And I'm happy when it rains
And I'm happy now
And I'm happy when it rains...

Ora capisco cosa prova Danson...

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♥ big danger

No, Jiro. Non si fanno queste cose.
E' pericoloso! DANGER! Capito?!
E poi, caspiterina, ma con l'oceano di fianco...
devi per forza nuotare mentre vai in moto?
Ma sei un pazzo!

不要！你不要舉止得這樣！
超危險啊！ DANGER!
你還在你旁邊有海邊，你知道嗎？
那、為什么你是騎摩托車的時候要游泳啊？
你是不是疯狂？

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♥ rainbow cakes

No, scusa, eh!
Ma com'è umanamente possibile che uno viva tutta la propria vita senza sapere che ogni cosa mangiabile esistente al mondo ha un sapore?
Voglio dire. Già ti chiami Michelino, se poi sei pure vissuto per tipo 26 anni pensando che le cose che mangi non hanno un sapore, lasciamelo dire, ma sei un po' sfigatino, eh!
E pensare che esiste gente che per inventarsi certe cose non dorme la notte.
Per non parlare della gente che non dorme la notte per recitarle.
Ma vai a mangiare la tortina arcobaleno di Danson, va! XD

L'idea del tortino multicolore però mi piace.
Io direi che cade pure a pennello.
Non ti ricorda proprio proprio niente?

Translation not available.
Sorry Jiro, it's late and I'm sleepy, just wanna go to bed and dream about you. =P

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♥ again and again

Sì, lo so che sarà la ventimillesima volta che ti ringrazio, ma anche stavolta non riesco a trattenermi dall'esprimere la mia gratitudine nei tuoi confronti. Eh sì, cazzo, perché ancora una volta il tuo santino nella mia dispensa di cinese ha fatto il suo sporco lavoro, facendomi arrivare a un bel 28.
E poi c'è QUALCUNO che mi dice anche che i tuoi drama sono solo stronzate... tsk!

我知道，我已經說了，但是我覺得我應該再說謝謝。
為什么？因為這次你又幫助我胜過很多的困難，也給我勇气考試的好，所以…再謝謝你啊！
真的謝謝！我也會繼續支持你啊！

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♥ learning chinese

Yes, now I can say I can remember these few words...

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♥ safe

謝謝你啊﹗ 真的謝謝你﹗
漢語筆試我取得27/30分了﹗
就是謝謝你的啊﹗
謝謝﹗謝謝你﹗ 真的﹗謝謝﹗

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♥ jiro?

汪東城 (Wāng Dōngchéng).
E' un idol taiwanese, membro della boyband dei fahrenheit.
Nato il 24 Agosto del 1981, è noto come cantante e come attore, carriera per cui lavora sodo da alcuni anni, senza mai lamentarsi e in cui crede tantissimo.
Con i suoi 95°F, jiro è l'estate.
Lo si potrebbe definire un mammone un po' narcisista sempre pronto a fare sfoggio del suo brillante sorriso, nonostante le sfighe familiari, i problemi di salute ed economici che hanno segnato e segnano la sua vita.
jiro è anche un self-made man con la passione per il rock, che sa cosa significa sgobbare per pagarsi i debiti e non ha paura né di lavorare troppo né delle sue fan. Anzi, a queste tiene particolarmente e dimostra loro il suo continuo affetto, ringraziandole spesso per il supporto morale che da esse riceve, supporto che lo spinge a dare sempre del suo meglio in ciò che fa.

♥ jiro blog
♥ fahrenheit su wiki
♥ jiro su wiki

♥ zan?

十勞拉 (Shí Láolā).
E' una ragazza italiana come tante, con un aspetto mediocre, un quoziente intellettivo mediocre, voti mediocri, un modo di vita mediocre... mediocre.
Nata il 1 Dicembre del 1984, studia cinese e giapponese all'università con risultati che secondo lei sono così così, ma anche lei, come jiro, ci crede tantissimo e si impegna per imparare queste due lingue meravigliose.
Sogna spesso ad occhi aperti e il suo esaurimento la porta di consueto a farsi dei film mentali in giapponese (e ora anche in cinese) con tanto di sottotitoli in inglese. E' l'influenza dei drama, ma pensa che concilino il sonno e la aiutano a combattere contro lo stress.
Pigra, lunatica, abbastanza socievole e a volte imbarazzante, tiene forse più di ogni altra cosa alla sua libertà di espressione. Aggressiva, polemizzatrice e perfezionista quando serve, si finge cattiva anche se non riesce ad esserlo pienamente.
Ce l'ha con il mondo perché il mondo sembra in parte avercela con lei, ma riesce comunque a vedere del positivo in molte cose con cui si ritrova ad avere a che fare, perché è piena di contraddizioni.
Ed è decisamente testarda. Orgogliosa, individualista e testarda. E pure un po' egoista. E poco paziente.
Però non nega mai un sorriso a chi vuole bene e a chi lo merita.
E, naturalmente, vuole tanto bene a jiro, il suo patuffy.

♥ zan blog
♥ zan domain
♥ zan music

♥ archive?

♥ fantasies?

e ho in mente te
e lui ti ama
il giardino dei narcisi
impariamo il cinese con jiro
le tue canzoni
ma tu mi ami
momenti di debolezza
my patuffy
strani effetti
stupidaggini

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utente anonimo in you rock

♥ guests?

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♥ credits?

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